I loved someone who didn't seem to notice. As I look back at it, I know she thought of me as a simple friend whereas I wanted to be more than that. Here is what comes out when it's over and you've felt nothing but frustration.
lyrics
I'm lying in wait for the phone to ring
I check if it's working every five minutes or so
I wonder what new lame excuse you're gonna find to justify yourself this time
If you're trying to disgust me, it's just the right way
But if it's not intended I'd like you to realise how you make me feel
You see me through a wall of false ideas
But there is more than meets the eye
You're not just like any old friend
You mean more to me than that
Should I call you right now - It might seem too harassing
Should I leave you to do it - might have to wait for two weeks again
I'm torn between my inner pride and all the feelings that remain even with the things you put me through
Do you know how it hurts when you keep blocking my way?
And if it's just unconscious I'd like you to understand this is more than real
You see me through a wall of false ideas
But there is more than meets the eye
You're not just like any old friend
You mean more to me than that
But now you're gone
All of my dreams, you just ripped them to pieces
But it's so hard
All of my life regrets will haunt me
All of my life...
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Why didn't I tell you?
I waited too long, said I'd do it later
I should've taken action
You saw me through a wall of false ideas
But there was more than met the eye
You weren't just like any old friend
You meant more to me than that
credits
from Youth,
released November 20, 2012
Written, composed, arranged by Omashay.
All instruments and vocals performed by Omashay.
A banger from Miami's Palamino Blond leads off a split 12-inch that should be blasted as loudly as possible, preferably from a Camaro. Bandcamp New & Notable Feb 7, 2020